Hello davidinflux,
Overall, I think you need to learn how to communicate your interests and ideas well. Focus on what you like and enjoy as well as your goals to bring your ideas to life.
The impact it has on you is that you want to master what you like and what you want to do, while communicating with your aspirations. On the one hand, you absolutely want to stick to your ideas, that’s what’s valuable to you. On the other hand, you want a result in relation to the idea you want to aim at and want to make it concrete which is difficult for you to achieve. It affects you. You need to empower yourself regarding your interests and make decisions regarding your thoughts and ideas. By the beginning of February 2025, try to achieve results regarding what you want to do and what is hard to reach, even if it is not easy.
The difficulties you are feeling will go away after mid-April 2025.
From mid-August 2025, you will enter a period where you want to achieve something difficult and realize a goal, realizing an idea… You will be able to bounce back.
Ecliptic.