Recently I was thinking about the relationship axis in my chart. Not only Normal “Venus in Aquarius means that you like unusual people,” but something deep. My Moon and Aarohi are directly opposed to my 7th house in Kumbh, and I really feel that this is the bridge. I am trying to understand how it affects how others see me, how potentially partner mirror or project affects me, and why often there is a difference of who I draw with and with whom I am really align.
Even when things are going well, it is always a dull existence shade that I cannot shake. Career-wise I am in a better place, but the more I grow, the more I think the world is still not ready to wear what I bring. It creates a constant feeling of distance.
I keep making, this is my salvation. And even though I have started creating a little more trust than before, it does not match how much I give. I create the world again and again, and it does not pay attention to anyone. This difference can actually be different.
My art feels that I can express the only way that is completely inside. And sometimes people do class. Around my work and my social life. People with people who have seen earlier, people with mutual friends, who come near the show or lingar. I wonder if they are for me or I am just a mystery for them. Because they never say anything, they seem shy, but I am not here for it, I want to catch with the right emotional intentions.
