Just some quick thoughts. It seems very interesting to how you mention that you were 7 or 8 years old, because progressive Mercury deployed retrograde when he was around 5-6, and almost formed his Halial Settings on his 7th birthday. It is said that a planet that makes or set its hallical growth or setting between or after its birth, especially acute, highlighted and very noticeable in your life. Mercury increased her hallikal at the age of 22, and directly deployed 2-3 years ago. You must have seen that in some way or another
Mercury not only makes the rule, but also a beautiful trinity for your ascension, and he affects your career. He ruled your 5th House of Plaser and Arts. He rules over the moon, your feelings and Mars, your ambitions. The Moon as the ruler of its second home, in 2 to third, can indicate money from writing, even more and more governed by mercury. Considering the time of his birth as accurate, the Moon also ruins the third. Second and third house matters run by hand
Deciding the 5th in the 5th in the 6th in the 5th (implementing the 5 degree rule) can indicate happiness as a daily routine with hard work, or creative expression. Transfer from 5th to 5th – even more enjoyment than creative expression
Mercury indicates creative writing as a profession as the 5th ruler Kanjankt MC
Mars has a bipolar relationship with Venus, you want to see that one. It seems that on the lines of what you report, an indispensable, almost others need to create art.
The mercury takes your moon-pluto midpoint to 1 ° 03 ‘, which you should provide the ability (Pluto) to influence the public (Moon) through pure scripture or speech. Trines are not as powerful as difficult aspects, it will take more initiative from your side to do so
The mercury is in a difficult aspect for Venus-naptune from only 4 minutes of arc, which indicates a strong imagination
Pluto, Mercury-venous (4 ‘) aspects, which possibly answer your question, means not only immense creative powers, but also to realize that art is your mission! I take them from Abertin. You can see it
So yes, there are many indicators. Progressive Sun has recently changed signs, and progressive mercury quintals the Cardinal points (Aries point), which indicates a creative and ambitious relationship for a wider world in everything, and it probably also states why you are asking why it is right now
The progressive sun is transferring your 10th house and has recently abandoned its exile, yet Peregreen, but in the terms of Venus (Egypt). Progressive Venus itself is in its own terms. The mercury is in 27 summer and in its terms in triplati. Therefore Mercury and Venus enjoy some stable and stability in this period of their life, and the Sun in 10th can indicate public recognition
Saturn as a ruler of its Natal Sun, Mercury, and your career being in Pisces, which is a sign of weakness of mercury, and Jupiter-Saturn, along with being contrary to the Moon (and Mars), reflects your doubt, it is a voice in your head, which tells you that writing can not take back your feelings, and shame, and it is a shame that you express your feelings. You can experience fear for your writing, and your true inner feelings. Maybe you are highly important for your actions or are suspicious, if it is quite good, or, as you say, only escapelism (very Pisces)
Neptune Kanjankt Jupiter-Saturn Midpoint, Jupiter Square Saturn and Saturn in Pisces, while Saturn, while not exactly the same, go in the same directions, a certain pessimism, feelings of abandonment, feelings of loneliness, hard work without a reward, left for their own tools, crossing many obstacles in life to overcome many obstacles to cross life to overcome life, to cross many obstacles in life, to cross many obstacles in life For, to overcome many obstacles in life, to overcome many obstacles in life, to overcome many obstacles in life, to cross many obstacles in life, crossing many obstacles in life to cross many obstacles in life to cross many obstacles to cross many obstacles, crossing many obstacles in life,
Saturn in Pisces can also indicate a slightly unstable life path. Maybe different careers, because it is a mutant sign and Saturn is so unnatural
You also have mercury-Saturn in the hard aspect (22.5), which may indicate a restrictive communication style, cannot independently express yourself, worrying a lot about what you have said, reflects a very past interaction. He said, this aspect will indicate structured, dark, accurate thinking and oral or written expression, and being self -critical is just a need to become a good writer. Always with Saturn, it is about working
Progressive Saturn and mercury will be in a quintal connection for a long time that should be helped. Quintals are called ambitious, creative, perfectists
In your 10th, the progressive sun opposed Natal Mars, another ambitious aspect, but you don’t want too much quickly, but at the same time no unnecessary doubt should be allowed to return. I think it can be quite a balance -making task to differentiate between healthy self criticism that lets you grow and the kind of self -destructive pattern that does not serve you well, but it can be an important factor. just take it easy. you have time
And never blame yourself (if you do) then to “affect creative attacks”, it is not necessarily an escapeism, but just the way you are, as shown by the Venus-Mars Bicantil. Maybe you want to hug it and see it as a divine gift. Life is not right and we are a mess as humans. I think there is nothing wrong in getting a creative outlet, and a lot of good literature was created in this way. Basically suffering. I mean, is it not the beauty of art? This opens another dimension to us where we can travel independently?
