I think the moon should be the main actor in this case. Childhood, family, stories from the past, faith, love, attachment, belongingness… all these are the domain of the Moon. I believe that themes of abandonment are inevitable for a Moon with a hard influence.
My Moon is in Capricorn and in the 12th house, and it can also be said that it forms a conjunction with Saturn. Throughout my life, I never felt like I belonged to any place or person, I couldn’t feel it and because of this I suffered a lot. I show sensitivity to even the smallest and simplest forms of sacrifice; I get upset.
Sometimes I feel that there are scars in my heart from every abandonment I have experienced since childhood, and they still hurt me. My favorite childhood classmate suddenly disappearing, never to return, and my dear neighborhood friend moving away – even after so many years have passed, their pain is still fresh within me.
