So sad to see that your story doesn’t quite add up to your screen name Miss Sunflower
Without looking at the chart, it’s probably good advice overall to not just hang in there, but find and focus on the things that bring joy. You are going through some difficult times, take good care of yourself. Sunflowers indicate that despite the setbacks you have described, you are still motivated.
Can you clarify a bit more about the timing mentioned in your story, like when were those college years, when was your break-up?
Looking at the chart I’m guessing Pluto is at the end of Capricorn, with Uranus opposite your natal Mercury. 2020 and up?
If you’re still reading, I’m finding that a chart with actual degrees with the planets would probably be very effective. Any chance you can find a chart like that, Astro.com and Astroseek probably provide such charts among other sites.
I’m afraid this is more questions than answers.
The advice I tried to give may correspond to the opposition of the Sun to Saturn in your chart. It’s as if you’re pulled between being yourself, shining, and the heaviness, being tied down by responsibility. One comes with the other.
The potential for your person to lose themselves (quite literally) in this process or other activities may be related to the Sun square Neptune.
You have Venus and the Moon to help strengthen your Sun’s shine. So what do Libras like in general… Everyone I know likes people, art, books and they like to say they like balance. Just saying that if you know what you like, then when things get to Saturnian or Neptunian you can indulge in it a little more (this also means being somewhat careful with alcohol, drugs and things like that… Neptunian too).
You’re in your twenties, right? Really plenty of time to find a guy or two. I’m not old enough to say, but I’m sure there’s more than one person here who will at least think “Oh, you just ran out of eggs, ran out of time, everything went wrong….” You keep going, it will get better, what should be done after this.
Astrology becomes easier, more correct and possibly more accurate with a chart containing certain dates and degrees. The actual objective of observing the transit with some more degree-accuracy; Reconciling them with your own experiences probably means dealing with some emerging emotions and also the possibility of reframing some of the stories you’ve told yourself.
Otherwise you’ll get cold statistics and facts to support your story…as if you didn’t even know this happened. It can be helpful to find out if you are on a path that is compatible with your birth chart.
Good luck with everything for now!
